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In my own weird way this is just for me. Its not helpful because if I write it to be helpful I might get preachy. Or know-it-all-ie or pretend like I have it all figured out, which I don’t. This is just an exercise in letting it all hang out. To write, because I like to write. To see if this part of me, that I consider my soul, wants to write letters to my psyche maybe to get some awareness on what could possibly be true. We are all the same, so maybe a word I select to describe something we all feel lands on you, you are welcome to take it as your own. If you get distracted by my poor sentence structure or weird sense of humor, its ok. This is NOT a helpful blog.

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After leading a fire pit at the studio I was still ablaze when Palden Lhamo came in. She’s the fierce mother that terrifies the neighborhood. When you call her name all the little bullies go running. The fiercest aspects of wisdom. Surrounded by The Grandmother and her medicine that is given to us to heal us of our mental limitations and perceptions of the underworld. The horse in Tibetan Buddism is the soul. The wind horse as our prayers to the cycles of the 4 directions, the east as beginning, the south as our work, showing up and going in deep for the blossoming of the heart, the west, the harvest of the expansion and back inward in the dark of northern winters. And then the snakes, to me out my fears in balance, in check they flow and lead me to the next door. #art #acrylicpainting #mandalaart #buddhist #puru #shipibo #thegrandmother #paldenlhamo #dakini #soul #soulmother #mother #2ndchakra #portals #prayerflags #windhorse #lunghorse #uterus #grief #medicine

Ceremony is so important to me. It’s a necessary process to unwind the repetitive automatic responses and acknowledge the illusion thinking I get into. It shakes off the energy, mine and others I’m carrying. There is a remembering of the steadiness of me. There’s something about Ceremony if I’m open to it that reveals to me right we’re the patterns are. I can witness my thoughts which shows me right where my energy is. I’m grateful for all the lovely souls that have taught me the importance of this sacred practice. From drum circles, Red Tent, mantra, to yoga, to shamanic healing circles, Medicine Ceremony to art. It’s a personal experience of the self. “Church” is a coming home, to the Self, to God to remember I am Love ❤️ #satnam #yogachurch #churchoftheholyI #iamthat #iamtruth #iamlove #firepit #fireceremony #wildspirit #churchofnature

Practice to plug in. Church Friday at 9 Wild Ones. @wildspirityogatx

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Another selfie I know but it’s like this weird record in time. In this moment I was curious if my face matched my energy ...and in this moment it did. #lunchbreak #selfcheckin #self #areyouinthere #wildspirit #nofilter

Karma is what we are given to do, based on our past actions. When we align our karma to bring us closer to love, we are in our dharma, our life’s purpose, in harmony with our soul. Our intention is everything, can we vibrate higher in love, even when our actions are challenging? This is not positive affirmation denial but a rich understanding of even in the pain, fear and overwhelm I can move towards love. This is what we will practice this morning 9am Yoga Church @wildspirityogatx #cocreating #heavenonearth #bhakti #service #love

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